jennynicole

Work went fine today. Looking forward to getting paid next week to not work. lol. Love Lily Dale. Scarves are getting done slowly but surely. Still have to finish mom's and Jackie's. I like being crafty though, its good for me sometimes. Lots of alone time lately. Crissy works alot now and is stayin in Buffalo at school alone. Parents are shopping or working all the time, so if I'm not at work I'm home alone. I like it, except it makes me think of what it might be like if I lived on my own with a certain someone. In some ways I want to be older and live on my own and in others I just wanna stay young and live home for free.

Having weird weird dreams lately. The other day I had this overwhelming fear that I was going to be raped. I've never had dreams about events before they happened, so I try not to think much about it.. but it was just plain weird. Scared me a bit.

On an unrelated note... have you ever wanted something you don't have.. but you're too afraid to give up what you have right now for a chance at getting what you want? Sorry if I'm confusing... just spewing out thoughts tonight. I need to get wasted.