jennynicole

It is fucking 4am and I can't sleep. The ulcers are hurting so bad that I would go to the Emergency Room if I didn't think I'd end up in a ditch because of the heavy snowfall on the way there. They wouldn't do anything for me anyways. Maybe an emergency endoscopy to confirm what I already know.... my stomach is eating wholes in itself. Stomach pain is one thing they won't give you any type of pain medication for, since all pain meds are bad for your stomach. They just give me shit that is supposed to help the ulcers heal in a few weeks. Sorry... I just felt the need to get this out. I'm having a stressful night/morning. I guess I'll try to get maybe 3 hours of sleep before I get up for work and school.

... I wish YOU were holding me tonight. Distance bites the big one.

Fucking booze is GREAT for the stomach, numbs goddamn everything. okay, I am lying, but the numb thing is true. Anyway, how have you been babe? MIssing you. And what do you mean you have ulcers? You are fucking 19, you can't have ulcers already. YOu are probably just fucking stressed. Anyway babe, talk to you L8er. I"m on third shift right now so my hours are a bit fucked........L8er........AJ