jennygolucky

never ever again will I have a weekend like the one I just had. I don't even have the words for it.

It's 5:30 in the AM here in Akron, Ohio and I'm not even remotely tired. Yes another speedy drug induced night for me... I've decided to leave for Mississippi on Wednesday... driving all 14 hours by myself, at least I'll have some time to think and be alone. (but I could really use some song suggestions for playlists for the drive....)

Tomorrow will be a...
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Just got offered a job as the office manager of my step-dads fiber optics company in Mississippi. I'm heading down there next week for a one month trial period (my idea) to see if I like it and can handle it. Kinda nervous, but thankful since I am unemployed. Not looking forward to driving down there though.

well... Doc prescribed me Ritalin... I've heard some bad things about it but I need something. I've been putting it off for too long. We'll see how this month goes, he gave me a low dose so hopefully this will help.

On a more fun note, I've been trying for an hour to melt this gelatin based fake blood so I can play with it......
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psychiatrist appointment tomorrow, really nervous haven't been in years. about time I got back on some meds. For now, I smoked a suuper fat blunt and some hash. it was lovely. going to clean my room and listen to this song over and over and over again.





EDIT I'd like to take this time to make a public service announcement to express my anger at...
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Went to the local watering hole last night and had an interesting night.... I was a complete and total bitch to my roommate who was an asshole to me the other night and had a great time emphasizing the point that I hated him. I got extremely intoxicated and was flirting with everyone... women and men alike.... I didn't even have to try to get...
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prettttty drunk. feel much better right now... love sleeping naked dont know why i dont do it every night... naked is better when your not lonely. :0 ya for naked!

I've become worthless. I need someone to turn me around cause i can't do it by myself right now. I am not the one to need a man in my life to make me feel worthy or important but I will admit that I need the attention right now, but I try to get close to someone to make me feel wanted and it doesn't...
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I'm in a very sad worthless mood. Last night was a pretty bad night I got in a huge fight with my roommate that told me he loved me because he said I was pushing him away and didn't want to be with him. Which I don't, I don't want to be with him so I'm not upset about that. I'm upset at the fact...
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