things with the boy have been great.
I have felt genuinly happy today, been laughing so muh lately and confidence has soured but in a weird kinda counteracting way, my desire to return back to being anorexic has increased. I know how ill I got last time but I cant stand being this fat. I hate it. I cant bear to think about it.
Had all my hair cut off into a weird very short bob, i like it. my chest piece is itching nicely.
My family are being rather horrid. My dad used to pride himself on being there for me all the time, no matter what, if I needed him he was there. Lately thats been fading away and now its gone. I send him texts saying i have nowhere to go and he just doesnt bother. Its sad. Also my sister and brother are being dicks cuz they are bum friends with my enemy. Nice.
But I have my boy and my beautiful chest piece and my adorable friends.
I have felt genuinly happy today, been laughing so muh lately and confidence has soured but in a weird kinda counteracting way, my desire to return back to being anorexic has increased. I know how ill I got last time but I cant stand being this fat. I hate it. I cant bear to think about it.
Had all my hair cut off into a weird very short bob, i like it. my chest piece is itching nicely.
My family are being rather horrid. My dad used to pride himself on being there for me all the time, no matter what, if I needed him he was there. Lately thats been fading away and now its gone. I send him texts saying i have nowhere to go and he just doesnt bother. Its sad. Also my sister and brother are being dicks cuz they are bum friends with my enemy. Nice.
But I have my boy and my beautiful chest piece and my adorable friends.