I so have an article on mookychick.co.uk on the myths and how -to's of dreads 
yay me!
counceling has been helping a bit, ive gone 3 days without freaking out and pissing J off! ha! but I mean, it is pretty good, cause right now I am so close to freaking out but I am not cause the thought of freaking out and ruining my good days in a row is so much more gutting than "what if" you know?
I think I may ask J to do a tattoo of me, saying "oh, mary". duno where though. and I have sent my design to moz to get a price estimate on the chest piece.
Tuesday night tomorrow
I love tuesday night with the friends. I hope April can make it, I love her.
My brother is such an ass. He thinks his opinion is fact and he just talks down about my boyfriend all the time, I hate being negative (ha slightly ironic) and I am so negative and complain so much when I am around him and even afterwards. I remembered when he went to Africa mine and J's relationship, and lettys, started to improve cause he wasnt in my ear talking down about it and creating and encouraging paranoid thoughts. So I have taken that into account and am not listening to him and have decided to not see him if I can help it. He has upset me insanely. and everyone lets him get away with it. But not this time. This year is time for a new strong Jen. If I can make it through one week of not going crazy and insane, I will know that I can do it and my relationship is better without it!
Anyway, I love the world and life, and peace to everyone, may you all find what makes you happy and see that relationships do not have to be the core of your life. let you be the core of your life!
yay me!
counceling has been helping a bit, ive gone 3 days without freaking out and pissing J off! ha! but I mean, it is pretty good, cause right now I am so close to freaking out but I am not cause the thought of freaking out and ruining my good days in a row is so much more gutting than "what if" you know?
I think I may ask J to do a tattoo of me, saying "oh, mary". duno where though. and I have sent my design to moz to get a price estimate on the chest piece.
Tuesday night tomorrow
I love tuesday night with the friends. I hope April can make it, I love her.
My brother is such an ass. He thinks his opinion is fact and he just talks down about my boyfriend all the time, I hate being negative (ha slightly ironic) and I am so negative and complain so much when I am around him and even afterwards. I remembered when he went to Africa mine and J's relationship, and lettys, started to improve cause he wasnt in my ear talking down about it and creating and encouraging paranoid thoughts. So I have taken that into account and am not listening to him and have decided to not see him if I can help it. He has upset me insanely. and everyone lets him get away with it. But not this time. This year is time for a new strong Jen. If I can make it through one week of not going crazy and insane, I will know that I can do it and my relationship is better without it!
Anyway, I love the world and life, and peace to everyone, may you all find what makes you happy and see that relationships do not have to be the core of your life. let you be the core of your life!