jennybean981

Trying to look after my man tonight. He is very ill. But it's so hard to I wish there was more I could do. He is so unhappy. It's so horrible seeing him this way nothing I can do to make it better.
I don't even know what to do.

Getting new tattoo but havent decided yet between pin up bettie page or a corset, really pretty corset, down the back of my leg... I'd have the bettie page next to my lillies on my arm and have it all joined together to make half a sleeve.

I really want something to represent my grandparents that recently died, it's their money I'm spending. My grandmas nick name from grandad was lolly, and my grandad was a pilot in the war. They're both welsh but moved to Canada. I'm finding it so hard to think of an idea for both of them. I think the bettie page thing is cool cause it's 1950's....but i just wish i could design something for my grandparents thats so beautiful.

I do want something to represent my man aswell, but I think he's really not keen on that. I know we could break up but I'd still want to remember him, he is a huge part of me now. Not his name or anything but something.
Ideas- he juggles, he plays guitar, he loves records.... I have no idea.

I think it could be a nice christmas present for him, like if I got something to represent him but if he hates the idea then it wont be nice!

Oh I am stumped.

Oh going to get my belly pierced too.