So tempting to just stop eating again.
Right now I am looking down at a massive round belly that looks like it belongs on a pregnant woman. The boy took pictures of me today and I look so chunky.
I'll try and post them. Check them out. Tell me I'm wrong, it'll be very hard to once you see them.
My boyfriend would be broken...
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Right now I am looking down at a massive round belly that looks like it belongs on a pregnant woman. The boy took pictures of me today and I look so chunky.
I'll try and post them. Check them out. Tell me I'm wrong, it'll be very hard to once you see them.
My boyfriend would be broken...
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dreads next friday 
i cant believe im one of the few lucky ones to find the love of my life,
almost 11 months now and i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him.
and he feels the same
phew
i cant believe im one of the few lucky ones to find the love of my life,
almost 11 months now and i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him.
and he feels the same
phew
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pennylezy:
it's so great to have someone loving you for what you are... you shouldn't worry so much about your weight, probably he doesn't care....
HEY GUYS
I'm getting dreads done professionally hopefully next week here is my issue I would love you guys to respond to -
I did them myself a few years back with a friend through backcombing, and they were realy messy and clumpy and i just didnt appreciate them very much because of this.
So professionally, it will look great and tidy and the girl...
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I'm getting dreads done professionally hopefully next week here is my issue I would love you guys to respond to -
I did them myself a few years back with a friend through backcombing, and they were realy messy and clumpy and i just didnt appreciate them very much because of this.
So professionally, it will look great and tidy and the girl...
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syl:
Go for the dreads! They will be worth the money getting them done professionally. And they'll looks awesome.
mab:
hi pretty!! yay for dreads
HELP AND ADVICE PLEASE?!?! kinda serious.
So Ive mentioned before my boyfriend had a lover for a short time like 2 years ago right? maybe 3 years ago.
Well we had a fight, me and the girl, and we are friends now. We see eachother quite a lot and text a lot and get along. She told me she was over him and when I...
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So Ive mentioned before my boyfriend had a lover for a short time like 2 years ago right? maybe 3 years ago.
Well we had a fight, me and the girl, and we are friends now. We see eachother quite a lot and text a lot and get along. She told me she was over him and when I...
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missknox:
i get you .. and it sucks your man doesn't see whats in front of him, but honestly you gave her the chance to be honest .. you did your part and unless she has an action on it i think i'd just wait, unless she fucks that up .. its your man and more important if she was that disrespectful to you .. you might oughta put her in her place is all
snekr:
SOunds like your dude needs to kick rocks. He should defend you regardless if you're right or wrong. I say you peace them both out because anytime homeboy comes home "late" or wants to spend the weekend with "the boys", there is always gonna be that suspicion that he's seeing her. Better to find someone who will cherish you, than to be stuck with someone who is only going to disappoint you...
FANCY DRESS IDEAS PLEEAASSSEEEE!!!!!!!!
I was thinking alice in wonderland or snow white or a greek/roman chick,
but any unique great ideas please say!!!
I was thinking alice in wonderland or snow white or a greek/roman chick,
but any unique great ideas please say!!!
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thaiga:
screw unique join my gang of droogs 
pennylezy:
I'll dress up as Alice in Wonderland! but I'll be the psychedellich version 'cuz we have a rave to celebrate witches going bad!!!!
anybody here have livejournal?
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vedere:
Toyed with the idea. Any good?
thaiga:
i got livejournal, although it's not cretive or anything. It's the only online diary blog where I completely lay it bare. LJ pwns.
okay so took some pictures last night ,just of my whole body, nothing special, and they looked awful 
i looked fat and just not a natural.
Starting to think this whole modelling thing is a riduculous pipe dream.
wish i could take the pictures myself.
I have a photographer lined up who is a stranger to me so thinking i could just pretend im confident,...
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i looked fat and just not a natural.
Starting to think this whole modelling thing is a riduculous pipe dream.
wish i could take the pictures myself.
I have a photographer lined up who is a stranger to me so thinking i could just pretend im confident,...
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pennylezy:
just have fun!! after a few pics you wont remember you're naked. The fun part is taking clothes off!
xsundanc3x:
Your probably being over critical of your self. Why don't you put of a couple pics of you in a swim suit or something and let the people decide. I bet you would be surprised by the responses.
REALLY wants creepy messages to stop, unless they are purposely trying to stop me from becoming a suicidegirl they should stop. How is it okay that people think its okay to be inappropriately pervy?
ANYWAY
found a photographer in my city already talking ideas and priced
and have a WHOLE DAY booked with a really awesome well known tattooist so ACE!!!
but seriously...stop the creepy...
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ANYWAY
found a photographer in my city
already talking ideas and priced
and have a WHOLE DAY booked with a really awesome well known tattooist so ACE!!!
but seriously...stop the creepy...
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pennylezy:
hahahaha... I know!!! guys are kind of creepy and perverts... that's a thing that worries me a little when my set is released. I do these for the fun... I'm not deseperately in need for apreciation....!!!
take care, have a nice week!!
take care, have a nice week!!
I really want to become a suicidegirl like so urgently. But why are photographers so darn expensive?
I'm trying to download photoshop now so that my boyfriend can take my pictures and I can make them look half decent on the computer. Then download all the forms from suicide girls and do it. I need this confidence boost.
You see, in the real world I...
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I'm trying to download photoshop now so that my boyfriend can take my pictures and I can make them look half decent on the computer. Then download all the forms from suicide girls and do it. I need this confidence boost.
You see, in the real world I...
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cudnovati:
hi, make sure you join this group before your first attempt for a SG set. read the threads, the comments and just get familiar with what is expected from a set or a hopeful. best of luck
pennylezy:
you're beautifull, u know? u dont need any expensive photographer!! I bet your session will be rather interesting...
Trying to look after my man tonight. He is very ill. But it's so hard to I wish there was more I could do. He is so unhappy. It's so horrible seeing him this way nothing I can do to make it better.
I don't even know what to do.
Getting new tattoo but havent decided yet between pin up bettie page or a corset,...
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nothing I can do to make it better.
I don't even know what to do.
Getting new tattoo but havent decided yet between pin up bettie page or a corset,...
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nickstone:
Let your heart speak and follow the idea. xoxo
xoxoI'm haunted every day by the choices i have made,
and that's something i couldn't say to just anyone.
I spent my best years on the road.
done my share of rambling,
think i'll head back to my home.
but no where ever seems
like it's the only place for me.
so as much as i don't want to be alone, i gotta leave.
Sometimes...
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and that's something i couldn't say to just anyone.
I spent my best years on the road.
done my share of rambling,
think i'll head back to my home.
but no where ever seems
like it's the only place for me.
so as much as i don't want to be alone, i gotta leave.
Sometimes...
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henrykissinger:
The last stanza rings so true.
livindeadgirl:
hey, just browsing and saw ur profile,I feel every word of that poem..
JennyBean is getting fit for first suicidegirl set
The man and I have been running and using our rowing machine and not eating pizza and chips EVERY night!! We are eating stir frys and cous cous with chicken or quorn chicken Yeah we still eat junk food but we are trying to go running every night. We started this week and only missed one day...
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The man and I have been running and using our rowing machine and not eating pizza and chips EVERY night!! We are eating stir frys and cous cous with chicken or quorn chicken
Yeah we still eat junk food but we are trying to go running every night. We started this week and only missed one day... Read More
klausbuben:
You look plenty good right now, but good luck with the getting fit routine!