jennirae

i am supposed to be happy ..but the more that things become positive...the worse I feel...I am having a very hard time with the idea of having things be normal again...I am used to bad news and things going haywire...I dont know if I can go back to a comfortable place...but really there isnt a comfortable place for me anywhere any more.....I am so damn tired...and angry.....and its something I am going to have to eventually deal with