were doing much better. we discussed our differences and came to a conclusion or something like that. the truth is, i really love him. thats why i never left. i knew all along he feels the same way, but he doesnt know how love or be loved. thats kinda sad. love is rough, let me tell ya! it definately isnt for sissys. hes dufficult, hell im difficult. there are things we dont like about eachother and things that make the bad things close to nonexistant. well have our tiffs and our knock down drag out fights, but for the most part. we love eachother. thanx aine and fractal. 