Sitting in dim lamplight
She sighs and pauses writing
Is she truly here?
People and laughter swell and surround her
A Girl alone
Laying beside him in bed
A Girl alone
Floating through life
A living ghost
Losing sight of all she was and knows
In love and Invisible
A Girl alone
I wrote that months ago, but unfortunately it still holds true. Im such...
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She sighs and pauses writing
Is she truly here?
People and laughter swell and surround her
A Girl alone
Laying beside him in bed
A Girl alone
Floating through life
A living ghost
Losing sight of all she was and knows
In love and Invisible
A Girl alone
I wrote that months ago, but unfortunately it still holds true. Im such...
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Again it surfaces
That hideous line
Much finer than thin
Like razor wire
It cuts just as well
the pleasure then pain
the joy and the sadness
Tormenting
Slicing at my soul
Separating the blazing fires
Love and hate
So much passion in either
Such intensity in the anger
Such serenity in his embrace
This seemingly endless parade of emotions
Maddening affection
Here comes the...
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That hideous line
Much finer than thin
Like razor wire
It cuts just as well
the pleasure then pain
the joy and the sadness
Tormenting
Slicing at my soul
Separating the blazing fires
Love and hate
So much passion in either
Such intensity in the anger
Such serenity in his embrace
This seemingly endless parade of emotions
Maddening affection
Here comes the...
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metaleric:
I'm back. Not many funny stories though, just had a nice vacation.
str8jketsxappeal:
you could have stepped on a razor in the dark, found out you were late to work..and that there was no food O.O
Hello all! Hows evryone doing? Super I hope! So lets see...whats new? Um...on Monday I'm gonna go job hunting...decided I'm not gonna be able to get a 9-5 that pays what I want, so I'm just gonna have to apply for managment. sad panda 
oh so i started a pic folder and my honey was helping me with it showed what i needed to do...
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xhampoo:
whoa wait..what now? what show at eclipse, LoL I live under a rock dude. Yeah the weather here needs to make up it's DAMN mind. Craziness. I need another job *sob*
Mwahness and Such
xoxo
Mwahness and Such
xoxo
clairevoyance:
yay i saw you today! and i bought stuff from your employer...don't you love me? you're awesome! 
hey all. how goes it? so last night was a ton of not so much fun. it was my boy's friends 21st bday party. so im looking to get pretty tore up..not to much though cause i knew i had to be at work at like noon the next day. so anyway, me and my honey have a little spat b4 we go, so we're...
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ccfoo:
Hey there fellow SG person from Jax!
ccfoo:
Haha, as long as I'm out of town when it gets wiped out! That would be a good time to visit Orlando...
Hello all yes I am late again with my top 5...things have ben a little crazed lately and pretty much all my free time has been spent sleeping. Mmmm...sleep! Anywho, I did manage to finally upload a pic so now you all know what I look like. Its not the best pic ( none of them ever are) but one day when I have some...
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danielle:
i know its the nice thing how this little corner of cyberspace is so sweet. and the people are just as sweet especially you.
arsenic:
nah, it is you who rock! 
Ever feel like your life is on repeat? Like you keep having the same arguments, the same misunderstandings, the same shitty feelings? Like nothing you do makes it any better? It doesnt change so much as it dissipates only to rise again another shitty day? I try to make things better I really truly do, but it feels like its just not enough. I cant...
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rhianne:
OK.....stop.....breathe.......
Sometimes people love each other, and get on each other's fuckin nerves. Honest.....
This is from someone who has been married to the same guy for 8 years.
8 years.....is a long time lol.
Rule number one....don't say stupid mean stuff to each other that you don't mean....words are really hard to take back.
Rule number two ... name calling is stupid, and serves absolutely no purpose at all.
Rule number three ... oh hell, i'm outa advise lol. I just know we agreed on that stuff because we were both in relationships before and know that stuff doesnt work, doesnt solve anything, and doesnt do anything but chip away at the love you share.
That being said:
Strippers are good at Dollhouse for nudeness, and Wacko's for non nude.....depends if you wanna drink or not
Sometimes people love each other, and get on each other's fuckin nerves. Honest.....
This is from someone who has been married to the same guy for 8 years.
8 years.....is a long time lol.
Rule number one....don't say stupid mean stuff to each other that you don't mean....words are really hard to take back.
Rule number two ... name calling is stupid, and serves absolutely no purpose at all.
Rule number three ... oh hell, i'm outa advise lol. I just know we agreed on that stuff because we were both in relationships before and know that stuff doesnt work, doesnt solve anything, and doesnt do anything but chip away at the love you share.
That being said:
Strippers are good at Dollhouse for nudeness, and Wacko's for non nude.....depends if you wanna drink or not
lolobg:
Your postings on my PSW thread are what led me here, now your journal posting is drawing me in as well. I understand everything you're saying -- I really hear it.
First, and most important, relationships are just that -- relations. No one is ever going to get someone 100% of the time. It is impossible to relate to someone all the time. On every level. Come on, even that would get annoying!
But really, I've been with my man for six years and it can be TUFF. And there can be a lot of questions. I honeslty live by ONE rule ~ if the good outweighs the bad, it is totally worth it. If the bad begins to outweigh the good, take a step back and worry then. You posted that you are happy 90% of the time. I'd say that's worth it. Just chill out, and when you look at him next, think of the cutest thing he's ever said to you. Trust me, it will make you want to hug him! (And more )
Second, PSW. I have never had anyone explain it so close to how I feel. I know it's "stupid" to look back to high school, but come on. Who doesn't. And I imagine that I must have been happier and more confident because i was "hot." But really, I thought I was fat then just as much as I do now. And I was alone. And I was afraid of the future. And i was immature and ignorant on so many levels. I'd say I'm much hotter now! HOWEVER that does not stop me from wishing wishing wishing that I will wake up a size 10. It is easy to believe that my life would then be perfect.
At the same hypocritical time, I am so pro-woman, and pro-curves, etc. that I make myself sick. How can I promote beauty at all sizes when I barrate myself and dream of being 50 lbs lighter?
It's a tough fight. Glad (kinda sad) to know others out there feel the same way.
I'm Laura, by the way, or loloBG! Nice to meet you!
First, and most important, relationships are just that -- relations. No one is ever going to get someone 100% of the time. It is impossible to relate to someone all the time. On every level. Come on, even that would get annoying!
But really, I've been with my man for six years and it can be TUFF. And there can be a lot of questions. I honeslty live by ONE rule ~ if the good outweighs the bad, it is totally worth it. If the bad begins to outweigh the good, take a step back and worry then. You posted that you are happy 90% of the time. I'd say that's worth it. Just chill out, and when you look at him next, think of the cutest thing he's ever said to you. Trust me, it will make you want to hug him! (And more
)
Second, PSW. I have never had anyone explain it so close to how I feel. I know it's "stupid" to look back to high school, but come on. Who doesn't. And I imagine that I must have been happier and more confident because i was "hot." But really, I thought I was fat then just as much as I do now. And I was alone. And I was afraid of the future. And i was immature and ignorant on so many levels. I'd say I'm much hotter now! HOWEVER that does not stop me from wishing wishing wishing that I will wake up a size 10. It is easy to believe that my life would then be perfect.
At the same hypocritical time, I am so pro-woman, and pro-curves, etc. that I make myself sick. How can I promote beauty at all sizes when I barrate myself and dream of being 50 lbs lighter?
It's a tough fight. Glad (kinda sad) to know others out there feel the same way.
I'm Laura, by the way, or loloBG! Nice to meet you!
Ok guys, just to be sure its not late, I'm gonna go ahead and do this weeks top 5 before I head out to the club. I dont have much to say at the moment otherwise so here it is.
Top 5 cds I listen to when angry
1. KoRn- Self titled
2. Filter- Short Bus
3. PJ Harvey- Rid of Me
4. Atari Teenage...
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Top 5 cds I listen to when angry
1. KoRn- Self titled
2. Filter- Short Bus
3. PJ Harvey- Rid of Me
4. Atari Teenage...
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hobocop:
are you like bat girl?
rhianne:
Hey is the Eclipse action happening tomorrow night too, or do ya know?
Manson when I'm angry....sometimes NIN...sometimes Maroon5 ... hahahahahhaa
Manson when I'm angry....sometimes NIN...sometimes Maroon5 ... hahahahahhaa
Ok so I'm a day late with my Sat Top 5. But I got home from SGJess's show last night around 3am and I had to get up early to go to the beach with my baby and his family so I went to bed as soon as I walked in the door. Anywho, the show was awesome! So very very hot! I...
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str8jketsxappeal:
nah your not preaching your just telling the truth even though its not always easy to hear
gigi:
Wow. I am so lame for missing the show every weekend. We never even made it to Super Size Me... Things have been too busy lately. 
I'm glad you had fun though!
Top 5 Things That Make Me
:
1. The idea of starting my new job where I don't know anyone
2. Any bodily-function humor - like the movies you mentioed
3. Same as you, the smell of puke
4. Changing diapers, which I haven't done since babysitting as a teenager - thank god!
5. Same as you again, moldy vegetables
These Top 5 lists are cute! Have a fun weekend!
I'm glad you had fun though!
Top 5 Things That Make Me
:
1. The idea of starting my new job where I don't know anyone
2. Any bodily-function humor - like the movies you mentioed
3. Same as you, the smell of puke
4. Changing diapers, which I haven't done since babysitting as a teenager - thank god!
5. Same as you again, moldy vegetables
These Top 5 lists are cute! Have a fun weekend!
Hello boys and girls. I just got back from seeing SGJess put on show with her friends at Eclipse and it was cool. Unfortunatley I couldnt stay for the whole show cause my poor redneck friends wanted to go home and they were my ride so But I did get to see Jess get tied up and spanked so that was quite hot! I...
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gigi:
Hey there! I want to try to make it to Eclipse tonight, but I don't know how my guy will be by 12:30 - he had to get up early to work all day today... I think we're going to see Super Size Me at San Marco theatre earlier in the evening though... 
Have you seen it?
Have you seen it?
arsenic:
Thank you so much for your kind words and support! It was very sweet of you.
It was very sweet of you. So a few months ago I was stuck with a brillant idea...had a headache for a little while after too. Anywho I have recently felt the urge to share this idea with the SG community (or at least those who read my page) in hopes of people going "Ooo! How clever! What an interesting person she must be!". 
OK so here is my moment of...
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Anywho I have recently felt the urge to share this idea with the SG community (or at least those who read my page) in hopes of people going "Ooo! How clever! What an interesting person she must be!".
OK so here is my moment of...
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str8jketsxappeal:
score ill keep a bag ready hehe
ccfoo:
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