Life is strange. I may be heartless and cruel in the mind of others, but in my head certain things make perfect sense. A girl I know died recently. Not a friend of mine but in my social circle none the less. Im not sad. In fact I feel like shes better off and didnt have a chance to completely screw her life up with her notoriously bad decision making skills and complete lack of will. She died having people around her who cared and she died young and pretty (which mattered to her, seriously Im not being an asshole I swear!) So I lack sadness at her passing. I do feel sympathy for those she left behind, however. Meh....I hate that society dictates that I feel bad for something that I really dont feel bad about. It makes me feel wierd. 
I could quote u sometimes, for sure.