jenbat

Wow so it's been over a month here and things are looking up. I have made a friend. Yes just one. But she is cool and likes a lot of the smae movies as me and what not. Things at work are kinda looking up too. I mean, progress has been made but there is still a ways to go. But at least I dont feel like murdering someone everyday anymore...now it's only a couple times a week. So thats a plus right? I miss Jax just for the comfort of knowing it and I miss all my freinds there a ton. I really realize how incredibly lucky I am to know them and have them in my life . We plan on coming back down Aug. 2-4 so I hope I will get a chnace to hang with everyone. I 've been feeling kinda weird as of late. Feeling closer to Matt and seeing just how great we are together and how much I want to marry him and have a family with him, is kinda awesome. I mean its nothing I didnt know before but I guess without all of the everyday kind of stress and drama we delt with in Jax it just seems more apparent. I am probably rambling and making no sense at this point so I'm just going to go do laundry and kill my brain with some youtube.

Big loves to all!!!
Jenbat