Holiday blues have been getting me down lately.More so than any year I can remember. Not sure why. Could be mainly my unhappiness at the new job. I just really feel like I dont fit in there. I dont click. Makes me feel uber self aware. Moneys getting a little tight at the worst time. Im worried about my dad. I wicked miss my sister. I swear if I didnt have Matt I'd be a fucking wreck by now. Hes been dealing with a lot of shit too, but hes been dealing a lot better than I have. Hes not being grouchy and snappy like me. Im wicked proud of him for that. Hes come such a long way. I guess we both have. I love him so! 
lacadence:
aaaaw. What is it with this time of year?