jen

I don't deal with death very well. (I know, it's not very goth of me.) My way of dealing with this is colouring my hair fire-me-engine-red. I hope they hate it. My eyes are still puffy from tears, but I've covered it up with black eyeshadow. I am over-emotional when it comes to losing a 'pet', although I would prefer to call them a member of my exclusive family. I swear that kitten knew more about me than myself. It's all about the unconditional love.
I saw my ex's band play a couple nights ago. And then I kneeled into a pile of broken glass and bled everywhere. Hot. I got some nice shots though, so it was worth it. They played really well, I was impressed. Although going to that show was a bit of a time warp. It was like 1999/2000 again, familiar faces, a little more aged. But that's to be expected. It's a nice change.
Apparently there is a going away party for Jay tonight that Jonny invited me to. I will feel like such a jerk if I let Jay leave without saying my goodbyes. I can't wait to get outta dodge and move away, and Jay will be only a couple hours away! I've never been to Courtenay, but I hope it's a nice drive.
My fish tank is doing well. The angels aren't killing the tetras anymore, so thats good. Everytime I see the giant shark head in there with little fish swimming in his mouth, it makes me smile. You go get 'em, Bitey.
I really miss P2P filesharing. Kind of. I don't miss the trojans and viruses. But I miss being able to check out new bands on a whim. My playlist is getting so stagnant. Someone should recommend some good bands for me to check out. I listen to almost everything, but I gravitate heavily toward cock rock, glam rock, metal, rock and rollsy stuff. xxx