jen

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I am so so tired of having to ask. Having to assume, or jump to conclusions. Because I'm too afraid I might scare someone away.

'Do you like me?'
YES_____ NO_____

I want someone who puts their arm around me when I lean up against them on the bus. Or maybe grabs my hand when we walk. Not just someone I see only on Fridays, or if I'm REALLY lucky, might get to see on Saturday too. Someone who is sweet and caring outside of the bedroom, too. Not someone who loses all of that as soon as they walk out the door.

A lot of things hit me like a ton of bricks over the weekend, I've used that expression a couple times today. Because that's just how it felt. Waking up into reality out of a fantasy is such a bitch.