jelly_bean

i believe in karma. i do.

take for example today - my roommate's boyfriend was denied a second time for a visa to go to the US (he is south african). they are stating that he doesn't have enough keeping him in israel and that it would be easy for him to just stay in the US. after talking w/ a source i have, the US embassy is denying visas right and left, one of the main reasons being the economic crisis going on.

should i feel bad? part of me does. i mean, she loves the guy and she wants him to meet her folks and all. however, i recently became privy to some items she said in regards to me and my life which went beyond mean to just plain harsh. it just showed me how self-centered and uncaring she can be. lately, i can't really talk to her b/c i can't deal w/ what comes out of her mouth. she never has anything nice to say as of lately and i am wondering what the hell happened to her the year she was in the US. she was self-centered before she went back for a year, but she was never like this.

so, yea, onto karma, i think the mean things she's been saying, not just about me, but others, has finally bitten her in the ass. karma came and reared it's head and unfortunately, not the good head but the evil one. i completely believe that what you do to others will dictate the way your life will go. you can't be a mean person and have the best life. okay, maybe, on some level you can, but something, eventually, will bite you and it won't be pleasant.

again, i do feel a bit bad. but it's not wrong to feel slightly smug too, right? i know it sounds mean on my part, but the things she had said about me involving things such as my relationship and my personal appearance, it is just hurtful from some one who should be my friend.

i'm right to say this is karma?

i mean, yea, i hope he does eventually get a visa (i know she will be unbearable until this happens) b/c on some level, she deserves some happiness, but on the other, i am hurt, and of course, when people are hurt, to see the ones that hurt them, hurt, it makes you feel a bit better.

she doesn't deserve this as no one really does, but really, right now, i don't care.

but i hope it gets solved. i am sure it will.

i just hope now karma doesn't kick me down....

hm....