so i'm at my parents and people will be here in about 15 minutes for dinner. my parents, this other couple and this divorced woman all have shabbat dinner together and every friday night they switch who's doing dinner...whenever i am around for the weekend, it always ends up at my parents, i don't mind. when i get bored, i can go hide out in my room.
i haven't been here in awhile. the last 3 weekends, i've been at joual's and i love going to his place for the weekend, nevermind the fact it's tel aviv, i get away from my roommates and he has tv (i'm not home often enough to make buying a tv and paying for cable worth it), but i just get to be w/ him and away for a weekend - like a mini vacation. we sit around, watch tv, movies, have crazy amouts of sex, order burgers, sometimes i cook, we have our usual "thing" to the laundromat to wash his army uniforms....and you know what, it's how i like to spend my weekend. he does the little things that make me happy. he bought me a kooshball once b/c it reminded him of me, he helps me realize my potential and he constantly believes in me, even in times when i doubt myself. i have never been so proud of him, i know the army runs him ragged, i know it's tough right now. he hurt his knee bad a few nights ago on a late night exercise but yet he pushes through the pain and does what he needs to do. he has a big 48 exercise coming up sunday night through tuesday afternoon. it's going to be physically and probably emotionally hard as i remember last time, it was harsh and w/ it snowing right now in the golan (where he is) i am sure it is not going to be better.
i amd writing all this b/c in like a week or so, he and i will be together for a year. i've never been w/ some one this long or been w/ some one who makes me this happy, who knows me and loves me for who i am - that i am cute, yet a bit weird. i have quirks and some how, he likes them. he loves the fact that i have these pinchable cheeks (on my face....silly people) and he likes to bite them...it's kind of funny, i like it. he loves my giggle and my squeak. he just loves me. it's nice knowing some one cares about you like that. it feels good. we've never fought. sometimes i think i say stupid things, but he never gets mad at me, he's there for me. i finally found some one i can be myself around. i found some one who likes nights in w/ a home cooked meal and a good movie. i found some one like me.
i am a fucking lucky girl to have an amazing guy.
he's having it rough today too, they are having him do bitch work over shabbat and i don't think it's right and i don't think it's fair and i could go on my "fucking jobnik" rant but i won't, but i will say that combat soldiers are not appreicated in this country unless we are at war and that isn't right. these guys will put their lives on a line at a moment's notice and it's not right that when things are going well, they are treated not well. for example, joual told me that one day, the combat soldiers didn't get lunch, meanwhile the jobniks got this huge lunch spread. but again, i will not rant about this.
all i wish i could do is give him a hug. that's all i want to do. hopefully this next weekend he will be around.
so he's having it rough, and you should all send him some nice words and tell him that he's a fucking awesome person. i do all the time
joual, you are amazing and i <3 my sexxy soldier boy.
-JB
xoox
i haven't been here in awhile. the last 3 weekends, i've been at joual's and i love going to his place for the weekend, nevermind the fact it's tel aviv, i get away from my roommates and he has tv (i'm not home often enough to make buying a tv and paying for cable worth it), but i just get to be w/ him and away for a weekend - like a mini vacation. we sit around, watch tv, movies, have crazy amouts of sex, order burgers, sometimes i cook, we have our usual "thing" to the laundromat to wash his army uniforms....and you know what, it's how i like to spend my weekend. he does the little things that make me happy. he bought me a kooshball once b/c it reminded him of me, he helps me realize my potential and he constantly believes in me, even in times when i doubt myself. i have never been so proud of him, i know the army runs him ragged, i know it's tough right now. he hurt his knee bad a few nights ago on a late night exercise but yet he pushes through the pain and does what he needs to do. he has a big 48 exercise coming up sunday night through tuesday afternoon. it's going to be physically and probably emotionally hard as i remember last time, it was harsh and w/ it snowing right now in the golan (where he is) i am sure it is not going to be better.
i amd writing all this b/c in like a week or so, he and i will be together for a year. i've never been w/ some one this long or been w/ some one who makes me this happy, who knows me and loves me for who i am - that i am cute, yet a bit weird. i have quirks and some how, he likes them. he loves the fact that i have these pinchable cheeks (on my face....silly people) and he likes to bite them...it's kind of funny, i like it. he loves my giggle and my squeak. he just loves me. it's nice knowing some one cares about you like that. it feels good. we've never fought. sometimes i think i say stupid things, but he never gets mad at me, he's there for me. i finally found some one i can be myself around. i found some one who likes nights in w/ a home cooked meal and a good movie. i found some one like me.
i am a fucking lucky girl to have an amazing guy.
he's having it rough today too, they are having him do bitch work over shabbat and i don't think it's right and i don't think it's fair and i could go on my "fucking jobnik" rant but i won't, but i will say that combat soldiers are not appreicated in this country unless we are at war and that isn't right. these guys will put their lives on a line at a moment's notice and it's not right that when things are going well, they are treated not well. for example, joual told me that one day, the combat soldiers didn't get lunch, meanwhile the jobniks got this huge lunch spread. but again, i will not rant about this.
all i wish i could do is give him a hug. that's all i want to do. hopefully this next weekend he will be around.
so he's having it rough, and you should all send him some nice words and tell him that he's a fucking awesome person. i do all the time
joual, you are amazing and i <3 my sexxy soldier boy.
-JB
xoox
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U r obviously head over heels in love with him and it's great to see and read about. Too many people aren't lucky enough to have that kind of relationship. Treasure every second of it. But it's obvious u do!!!
In addition to ur great blogs, I like to read Fishtotem's comments too. What he says always makes sense and is often humorous.
This is a must stop and read blog place!
Have a great weekend!
JB... the point is i don't think i can hang in there wit the mind games... the course is really stressful and dealing with crazy gals is not a thing i want to get into right now.... *sigh*.... still the chemistry is strong... i feel like a muppet with a strangers arm up my ass, tere is a puppeteer holding the strings to my life.... (not as dramatic, but is sure tiresome)