am i sleeping. am i awake. still all a dreamy haze. as the sun comes in my window. the sun? it is february, why? sleeping more. like the dead. i just decided i am not getting out of bed today. not depression. just deep relaxation. some lucid music to make my sleep more sleeper. the sounds of lush making the light on my eyelids seem brighter. maybe get up in 5 more hours. makes some pancakes. go ride the bike. nut for now, i am not getting up and i am gonna go back and listen to what emma and miki have to say. i will take the time now to say that i love you 
but it's alright. it can't be twin peaks all the time, eh?