jelly2

so i am thinking that my new years resolution is quitting coffee. i know that may sound silly, but it is messing up my life. i act all scattered and crazy (just read some journal entries, you'll see)and then i get really tired and fall asleep. i am sure that a doppio espresso everday cannot be that good for you. i try to tell myself that i should just have one every once in awhile that that is ok. but, i would never quit that way. hmmm. well. caffeine habituation is difficult isn't it. of course, i am just being a big sissy, right? i mean this is portland. i would become some sort of social pirriah if i gave up the coffee. my friends would snub me. noone would wnat t o be seen with me at cafes. hell, i would just become boring. people do not like the real me. they like the caffeinated me. the will never accept the boring person that i am. when i have a double soy latte, i become.... GOD. i can do anything with coffee. without it i would be weak. feeble. dumb. and probably deaf. so, i should quit right. yes. yes i should..