jekyllandhyde

I'm having a bad night. I have a crush on a woman (ugh, I sound like I'm back in high school...) that is causing me some small degree of anxiety because of the uncertainty surrounding it all, I'm getting attacked by overly negative thoughts that I know do not speak the truth, and, after a week of insomnia, I'm tired on the one night I want to stay up late. As stupid and juvenile as this sounds, I wish I had a friend to come give me a hug; it's been a very long time since I've felt a genuine one. A very long time....