jekyllandhyde

So, time to update:

My new apartment is actually starting to look like an apartment as opposed to an interior trash dump, and I have cable and internet again. Just putting my furniture together and getting these contacts to the outside world back has really helped my emotional state. I really miss my ferrets, though. At least I know my ex will take care of them, because she loves them just as much as I do.

I'm still feeling some lingering effects from the breakup (we were together for four years, so yeah, it won't all go away at once, and some of it won't ever), but I think I'm improving. I'm ready to get out there and start dating again, having fun with people, but not for anything too serious. I do want to try many different things. Let's start a list:

--Some random class (like cooking, but not that... ballroom dancing maybe?)
--Jiu-Jitsu
--A threesome. Either FFM or MFM, or both. I want to experiment a bit.
--Going to a psychic
--Going to a therapist
--Smoking weed for the first time (yeah, I never have -- I don't want it to become a habit, but I want to try it)
--Getting the guts to start flirting with a random girl, especially if she seems out of my league. This one could take a while.
--Getting a tattoo (I'm thinking of Calvin and Hobbes, hah)

Updates to this list will follow.