I'm tired of being the other guy, the friend of the guy everyone wants to date. I'm tired of playing backup. I'm tired of always being the second choice. I'm tired of coming so close, only to get kicked back down at just the last minute. I'm tired of not understanding, of never getting any answers. I'm tired of nights like tonight.
Random thought of the day: What's so wrong about living vicariously through sports? Granted, being a Cubs fan doesn't help me escape from my everyday problems; if anything, it reinforces them.... But I have other teams. Is it such a bad thing to really get into them if they let me believe that overcoming odds is possible?
Random thought of the day: What's so wrong about living vicariously through sports? Granted, being a Cubs fan doesn't help me escape from my everyday problems; if anything, it reinforces them.... But I have other teams. Is it such a bad thing to really get into them if they let me believe that overcoming odds is possible?
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ohelde:
writing feelings is terrible. especially when you have writers block 
deadgirl66:
thank you! I needed that hug! *hugs*