jeffx

Well damn things are eehhhh here. I was at my grandma's Sunday for her birthday. The next day she had a stroke. Well I guess she has a major blockage of the artery in her neck. I talked to her the other day, and she sounded fine, but it was the way she spoke that haunted me. She came off as defeated. It's like she has given up. She goes in for surgery this week, but the doctor's weren't very optimistic.

A local producer in the area with a record label was supposed to get back to me about my album. My project is a goth/funk fusion. The album has been put on hold. I've been doing some writing and some basic track work here, but was really hoping to get into a studio to see how things came out. I also have been trying to start up my own funk/soul band, but here in Iowa it's not exactly in high demand. Someone sent me a message the other day saying he was interested in starting one up. The dude said he could play guitar, but after a few emails told me he really didn't know how to play anything. I really need to move out of this state to someplace with a little bit more culture.

My mind has been distracted this week with these things going on. So I'm at a creativ estandstill at the moment. I've got ideas for songs, and lyrics to create. Everytime I sit down to write or start working on these tracks I get nothing. I guess I'm just uninspired at the moment.