had a crap interview yesterday...it was a telemarketing and commission based job 
the gateway...
so, my thots of tripping the light fantastic in amsterdam has been hampered again...a friend of mine from high school is hooked on drugs. i don't know what started her...
but, i do know about the so called gateway-drug theory about marijuana...i was really sad when i heard about my friend...something in me still wants to go to amsterdam just to get away,...
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so, my thots of tripping the light fantastic in amsterdam has been hampered again...a friend of mine from high school is hooked on drugs. i don't know what started her...
but, i do know about the so called gateway-drug theory about marijuana...i was really sad when i heard about my friend...something in me still wants to go to amsterdam just to get away,...
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fuck i just erased my entry about how i called in sick yesterday but i wasn't that sick...i feel like a boob 
edit at 9:59 p.m.
i had a little food poisoning from some homemade sushi (shrimp)...i had the squirts really early in the morn...around 2 or 3a.m. i remembered that i forgot to take my medication thus i wasn't sleeping...if i took my pill...
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edit at 9:59 p.m.
i had a little food poisoning from some homemade sushi (shrimp)...i had the squirts really early in the morn...around 2 or 3a.m. i remembered that i forgot to take my medication thus i wasn't sleeping...if i took my pill...
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shortchanged:
feeling boobs is fine...
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OH! okay, i get it.
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OH! okay, i get it.
suzy_kabloozy:
I hate when that happens.
So you feel like a boob? I bet everyone wants to touch you.
So you feel like a boob? I bet everyone wants to touch you.
squibble dibble
nothing....having second thots about the amsterdam trip...if i do go, i probably won't be able to smoke pot since i am planning to find a new job. mostly likely the new job will have a drug test...i feel like saying fuck it and just go and hope it leaves my system after a month or so...does anyone know how long it takes for...
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nothing....having second thots about the amsterdam trip...if i do go, i probably won't be able to smoke pot since i am planning to find a new job. mostly likely the new job will have a drug test...i feel like saying fuck it and just go and hope it leaves my system after a month or so...does anyone know how long it takes for...
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frost:
thank you! 
why is it i feel like i have a sign on my fore head that says "abuse me"?
it's really not worth going into...i'm trying to be the duck's back and just let the water roll off. but, i am tired of being "the nice guy": the one who does whatever someone says. i've been talked down to most of my life...well, it feels like...
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it's really not worth going into...i'm trying to be the duck's back and just let the water roll off. but, i am tired of being "the nice guy": the one who does whatever someone says. i've been talked down to most of my life...well, it feels like...
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frantic:
i know how you feel about the talking down shit/ If you need someone chat to feel free email me, (on contacts bit) i got msn messenger if that helps.
i saw a man today who was so fat that he actually waddled as he walked.
my first thot when i saw him was:
fuck, that's one big motherfucker!
my second thot was:
what kind of heart ache did this guy go thru in his life to get that huge.
my third thot was:
i could be that guy. maybe not as big....shit i'm big...
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my first thot when i saw him was:
fuck, that's one big motherfucker!
my second thot was:
what kind of heart ache did this guy go thru in his life to get that huge.
my third thot was:
i could be that guy. maybe not as big....shit i'm big...
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suzy_kabloozy:
Oh my gosh, I totally didn't notice. I was so busy looking at other stuff, I guess. Who is she?
And how are you?
And how are you?
suzy_kabloozy:
I wish I had traveled earlier, too. I suppose there are always two sides to every coin, though. My life would have been different with the life experience of meeting/living with people outside of the fruits and nuts in Los Angeles. On the other hand, I would have taken it for granted like every other cool I ever did when I was younger.
Well, I hope you get another job if that's what you want. I'm sort of addicted to money or I would undoubtedly go for a little more leisure.
Well, I hope you get another job if that's what you want. I'm sort of addicted to money or I would undoubtedly go for a little more leisure.
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dmerrie:
Hey you!!!
dmerrie:
It is, I can feel it in the air.
...and where is osama......?
isn't it great to put on an old pair of jeans and they fit? 
and so the beat goes on...the search for more...the search for a career...the search for love....the....
i will love it when the fall comes...i am tired of the fucking heat....i wonder what it's like in amsterdam this time of year
work is good....no one i can really call a friend yet but the people are nice.
she takes my money/ when i'm in need....yeah, she's...
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i will love it when the fall comes...i am tired of the fucking heat....i wonder what it's like in amsterdam this time of year
work is good....no one i can really call a friend yet but the people are nice.
she takes my money/ when i'm in need....yeah, she's...
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snowballinhell:
Not at all sweetie