jeffvader

well there u go. it's v -day...didn't get much sleep last night. something in the water or the blood....maybe i'll give blood today

i saw my jenna yesterday...her face "kills" me every time. for me it's love at first sight, always...for her, god only knows...

and i'm going broke....job, job whereareyou???!!!

thanx again to all who wished me a happy birthday...it was an ok day. the weather was crappy but i did go out for lunch. then i spent the rest of the day falling asleep in front of the tv it's time for something new...sometimes i sound like a sex crazed shallow ass...that's only part of me and i am keeping a journal on a...
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in 12 hours...just kidding.
happy birthday to me....nothing to report, lost a little weight but that's the medication, no girl to sit on my face and tell me that she loves me because i'm too damn shy, still job hunting because i'm a slacker ....so i am officially heading "up hill" now


yay, i got a new friend. welcome suzy_kabloozy!

in 1 day

i feel like shit. i have to start cooking more of my own food.

corey feldman is ....i don't even want to call him a name because i don't even know what the whole story is yet. but if he could have ended all this micheal jackson shit 10 years ago...he'll be the new kato kaelin.

i hope the aviator is still...
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2 days to go

saw Blow Dry with rachel griffiths last night....goddamn she's gorgeous

in 3 days

ok, now i havr seen 4 out of 5 best actor nominees in their movies and i don't think i want to see the last one: don cheadle in hotel rwanda. i saw johnny depp in finding neverland yesterday, he was good, but i'm tired of films with a depressing element. i think it is good to learn about history...ok, maybe in...
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...in 4 days

nothing to report. still "heavy" and occasionally horny....

and i am totally pissed that chappelle show season 2 dvd has been delayed. dave was sick over the holidays ( which is sad), so season 3 is also delayed....but then again maybe i should be worried about other things.....

jsut random shit...i hate doom 3 it is so damn scary and dark....i'm such...
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do the oz
do the oz, baby

shit.....in 5 days

just random thots.....paul mccartney was awesome last night
.....i made need a lobotomy to get "my jenna" out of my head, we've nevr even kissed, how fvckin sad, maybe i'm just too spooky.....

in 6 days....
yesterday was my nieces first birthday party. there was about
10 kids from age 12 months to 8 years old. it was a first for me as an....adult. it brought back a lot of good memories. but one thing that continues to annoy me is my brother's prayers. they're not written, they are straight off the cuff and repetetive. "lord just this,...
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finally, the real me. true it's only the upper part of my face but it is my face. i'm messing with my adobe photoshop thing.

more too come...i have to get more people to comment here...