jeffvader

i'm feeling a little better but my doc says that my cholesterol is a little high. so, i've really got to get my shit together.

i just saw the most depressing documentary called stevie. the guy was abused for a good portion of his life and he became a total mess of a human being and molested an 8 year old. it's a wonder that people aren't asked to get licenses to procreate. this guy's mother didn't even want him after he was born because he was illegitimate. but even being bounced from foster home to foster home, being raped and abused gave him no right to do what he did...but stevie didn't seem to have the proper faculties to deal with what happened to him. a lot of people tried to help him and he was put on medication but ultimately he fucked up.

i saw king kong...jack black was horrible at the end. in some things he is good but this didn't quite fit his quirkiness.
brokeback mountain was good. the religious right is gonna shit if it wins any oscars...o well

i didn't know if i was going to get thru this year but i did it. one day at a time, i will get thru next year...i need a small miracle...a little faith and a little love

happy new year folks.....