Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

jeffvader

Member Since 2004

Followers 46 Following 252

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Nov 13, 2005

Nov 13, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
so, i'm on myspace now as jeffvader and i don't like it. i have a "friend" on there that never comments in my journal or on my page...why? because, i guess i'm not that good of a christian, if i'm a christian at all. i'm a more radical person than i was before...when she knew me i was probably a close- minded pseudo-catholic. my brother doesn't even know who i really am or what my beliefs are now. if he did he probably wouldn't like it which is tough shit...i want to be free from judgement but when you have conservative christians for friends and family, all you're bound to get is judgement.

so are you saying that you are gay jeff?

no, but i believe in equal rights for everyone. i see what racism has done to this country and to the world abroad. but the battle that GLBT people face today is no different than what blacks and all other minorities dealt with in this country so many years ago and it makes me ill when i hear homophobic invectives spewed forth from the pulpit and in public discourse (i hope i used that word correctly). i really do feel ill when i hear my brother talk shit about one of our family members, like he is some how better than them...

why don't you stick up for them, jeff?

because i don't want to fight what seems like a pointless fight. they're never wrong you see because they have the word of god and you can't go up against the word of god whatever .that's why i've danced on the line between buddhism and christianity. both are esoteric in their own way but buddhism seems to make your head "smaller" than christianity which seems to blow up your head...and your ego.

you have to do what you think is right, jeff. even if that means losing friends... smile wink surreal

More Blogs

  • 06.10.05
    6

    Friday Jun 10, 2005

    my creation is still forming... what the fuck with the micheal jac…
  • 06.07.05
    2

    Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

    i'm thinking. i want to create something. i think i have the ability …
  • 06.02.05
    2

    Thursday Jun 02, 2005

    didn't sleep much last night....i was fucking around with people in c…
  • 06.01.05
    2

    Wednesday Jun 01, 2005

    it is my contention that fast food establishments put some kind of "d…
  • 05.30.05
    2

    Monday May 30, 2005

    nothing to say right now...it's memorial day.....
  • 05.27.05
    6

    Friday May 27, 2005

    i totally feel like freakin the fuck out right now for no other reaso…
  • 05.26.05
    4

    Thursday May 26, 2005

    well, i feel like i've screwed up another chance for working. i appli…
  • 05.22.05
    4

    Monday May 23, 2005

    it's late. i've been to san francisco, once. but i don't know if i…
  • 05.22.05
    4

    Sunday May 22, 2005

    I saw starwars for a second time and it was just ok. still no pot. t…
  • 05.20.05
    3

    Friday May 20, 2005

    star wars rocked. and it was actually sad and filled with emotion tha…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
21
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,599 SuicideGirls
  • 1,114,613 followers
  • 14,946,853 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,458,366 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo