jeffreylebowski

wow. just got back from mexico. the family is good.

i went for a wedding of a family friend and ended up hooking up with the bridesmaid. she was so cute and funny. a real lil' hotty. we didn't really hook up, more like got a little huggin' and lovin'. it was a nice innocent kinda thing. she had to do her bridesmaid thing, so i couldn't keep her up all night. but she lives in Denver. which sucks. so i doubt it'll go anywhere. i think she really liked me too, which is nice. but she's a bit of a fly girl and a little bit of a heart breaker. so i played it cool. due to certain fucked up circumstances, i had to take a flight back to LA the same night of the wedding, and it just turned out that i had to leave the wedding before the ceremony. which was uncool. because i didn't get to see the vows, and even more uncool because i didn't get to say good bye to the girl, because she was doing her bridesmaid duties. i slipped her friend a little note with my number so hopefully she'll call.

and now my feelings are up in the air. i really don't want to even contemplate any kind of long distance relationship with this girl. but, i can't say i experience that kinda connection very often in LA. and when someone like her, gets into my heart, it's hard to not feel lonely after i go back to my grueling LA rockstar life style. {why does she have to live in Denver?}. anyways, back to normal life. we'll see if she calls. time to play it cool....

in other news: i quit smoking for the umpteen time. hopefully it'll stick this time. and i got a nice little tan rockin'.