jeezumcrow

so what the crap is with the regional groups being private? i live in l.a., but i have to go hang at some crowded bar (i don't drink) to connect with people that live near me?

not so hot on that.

yeah. maybe i complain too much.

so what exactly is the difference between a sex "symbol" and a sex "object?"

it seems to me that the symbols are idolized by everyone in general, empowering women to be as free and as stong as the symbols are, while men fantasize about what the symbols are actually like.

on the other hand, objects are simply tools for masturbation.

it also seems to me...
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i am done with credit cards. fuck owing money. and all that.

yeah.

so yeah
chinese food, rainbow six, and bluegrass

i need nothing else.

this is an accidental post. oops.

there is a friday post below.

carnivale is fantastic, and like all truly fantastic things, was entirely too shortlived.

the winds of change are a blowin

i went out and bought a book on how to manage money, and the first thing it said was to not spend money...oddly ironic that it would suggest that you contribute to its own failure.

i am starving for a conversation that reminds me of any reason whatsoever that i should meet anyone new.

i am starving for any sign that people aren't really out to screw each other (in the bad way)

if i'm not really one of them, and not really one of you, where the fuck do i belong?

o yeah...right here where you're not.

so...

tired...

kudos to staff for trying to better our suicideworld...now how the hell do i edit my proile?

jesus h murphy this thing is slow now.

gears of war is over...now starts rainbow 6 vegas...but not near as into rainbow 6 as i was gears of war. hopefully it will warm up a bit.

right.

so i slept wrong and my back is killing me. and i have to unpack. and i have to clean.

and i have to go buy an XBOX 360. Fuck yeah.