i have a black computer desk. and every morning (afternoon) when i wake up and sit down at the computer, my desk is covered in little white specks. salt. salt is all over my desk!
how could this be? do i sleep-walk and sleep-season my desk each night? what kind of bizarre dreamworld must i live in?
or is this evidence of a poltergeist?!!
I...
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how could this be? do i sleep-walk and sleep-season my desk each night? what kind of bizarre dreamworld must i live in?
or is this evidence of a poltergeist?!!
I...
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ok here's my sad/mellow mp3 playlist:
the cure - wish - a letter to elise
radiohead - kid a - how to disappear completely
pinback - blue screen life - penelope
grandaddy - the sophtware slump - he's simple, he's dumb, he's the pilot
pinback - blue screen life - boo
radiohead - i might be wrong (live) - true love waits
yo la tengo...
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the cure - wish - a letter to elise
radiohead - kid a - how to disappear completely
pinback - blue screen life - penelope
grandaddy - the sophtware slump - he's simple, he's dumb, he's the pilot
pinback - blue screen life - boo
radiohead - i might be wrong (live) - true love waits
yo la tengo...
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apathy_activist:
hey, man. a lot of those are on my lists, too.
i'm actually listening to Sleep by GYBE! now. Not that i'm sad or anything, it just came up in the shuffle.
Don't know the Pinback or the pedro at all.
But Disentegration was the soundtrack to my Acne + Sweat maliase all through high school.
( i got over the perspiration and the blemishes cleared up, but the malaise still comes and goes.)
i'm actually listening to Sleep by GYBE! now. Not that i'm sad or anything, it just came up in the shuffle.
Don't know the Pinback or the pedro at all.
But Disentegration was the soundtrack to my Acne + Sweat maliase all through high school.
( i got over the perspiration and the blemishes cleared up, but the malaise still comes and goes.)
apathy_activist:
It's so funny how small shit seems with a little bit of distance.
The nice thing about the Blogging revolution is the feeling of community in the depression and the sadness.
I say that with big fucking quote marks around it because really, it's not that big a deal. Life is life, and such as it is, we all live it. But it's cool to poke around for an hour and read some half-assed haiku shit by a 17 year old from Mississippi and it sounds like what you were just thinking.
I eat, I sleep, I work. What is there really to complain about?
The nice thing about the Blogging revolution is the feeling of community in the depression and the sadness.
I say that with big fucking quote marks around it because really, it's not that big a deal. Life is life, and such as it is, we all live it. But it's cool to poke around for an hour and read some half-assed haiku shit by a 17 year old from Mississippi and it sounds like what you were just thinking.
I eat, I sleep, I work. What is there really to complain about?
well i changed my name to the one i use most other places. don't know why i didn't just use this in the first place. oh well. now nobody's gonna know who i am all over again.
i'm very lonely. i'm on month nine of an enforced one year of solitude. i thought it would be a good idea to be by myself for awhile...
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i'm very lonely. i'm on month nine of an enforced one year of solitude. i thought it would be a good idea to be by myself for awhile...
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xdaarkenx:
hell yeah, grave of fireflies is one of my favorite animated movies. i think that studio ghibli and miyazaki put out the best anime films. did you see miyazakis new film spirited away? its pretty sweet...it comes out on dvd in september i think.
olivia:
i did the whole "i vant to be alone" thing too, in melbourne, for a while. it didn't work out so well. i mean, towards the end i fell in love and got married.


cicadas singing at night is the number one thing that makes summer glorious.
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faith:
Doesn't it just break your heart that they aren't going to tour anymore? Mine is completely in pieces and I need another Cure lover to sew me back up. Got thread?
pinup:
Um.
Before I read the entry I thought.. I thought....
vibrator. lol.
bombshell
Before I read the entry I thought.. I thought....
vibrator. lol.
bombshell
today i went to the beach and sat on a log with my great friend amazon and watched waves break on the horizon and drank beer. we made friends with a bunch of canines, and acquaintances with their owners. we squelched our toes in the sand. we skipped stones and rode bicycles, and got stupid together. could anything be better?
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kamikazepilotgea:
I can't believe you threw out your comics...you deserve the ultimate punishment. hehhehe
aster:
if you mean the photo with the knobby things, it was a windowstill at my friend's place in toronto. he's an artist/psychiatrist, so you know...just weird stuff he makes.
i had an interesting walk home this morning.
thing #1: i walked past a church with a billboard plastered on the side that said "you are the salt of the earth, you are the light of the world." i've heard this before, and i pretty much understand the "light of the world" part. but salt of the earth? when you salt the earth it kills...
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thing #1: i walked past a church with a billboard plastered on the side that said "you are the salt of the earth, you are the light of the world." i've heard this before, and i pretty much understand the "light of the world" part. but salt of the earth? when you salt the earth it kills...
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fallen1carus:
now what is up with the nipples, pardner? that sounds painful. hi.
rock climbing at rattlesnake point was pretty incredible yesterday. i was a bit timid to begin, hopping from flat boulder to flat boulder. but before long all three of us were climbing down crevasses and scaling the 50-foot cliffs and rock piles. great fun! if only there weren't so many smashed beer bottles. damned yokel kids.
then it was off for some more poi practise...
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then it was off for some more poi practise...
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madhatter:
my music tastes are very eclectic.
mostly, i like to dance. :-)
stilts are fun. i learned stilt-walking in a circus sideshow 101 class i took at San Francisco School of Circus Arts. Learned all sorts of other fun stuff, too: glass eating, getting out of a straight jacket, fire eating, fire breathing, juggling.
how long have you been doing poi? i just made myself a pair of short staffs to start practicing double staff.
mostly, i like to dance. :-)
stilts are fun. i learned stilt-walking in a circus sideshow 101 class i took at San Francisco School of Circus Arts. Learned all sorts of other fun stuff, too: glass eating, getting out of a straight jacket, fire eating, fire breathing, juggling.
how long have you been doing poi? i just made myself a pair of short staffs to start practicing double staff.
apathy_activist:
You do circus? Kewl. I'm not normally an animalist, but I love any performing that doesn't involve animals. It's a grey area for me-- pets? sure. food? if you're down. entertainers? i only wish that on those that actually crave celebrity. animals never wanna be famous, so why do you make them perform?
anyway, you were talking in my journal about london. i bump over to say hi.
i've seen a hella lot of live music in my life, but i've never been to a rave. i've been to late clubs and i can shake an ass, but i've never seen the real deal. there was a time in my life where i would've gone, but i never got invited. now?
dunno.
where is this place? i'm in toronto a lot more lately and i'm trying to get a good geography of the city.
anyway, you were talking in my journal about london. i bump over to say hi.
i've seen a hella lot of live music in my life, but i've never been to a rave. i've been to late clubs and i can shake an ass, but i've never seen the real deal. there was a time in my life where i would've gone, but i never got invited. now?
dunno.
where is this place? i'm in toronto a lot more lately and i'm trying to get a good geography of the city.
so its 'world youth day' here in toronto, which actually lasts 2 or 3 days or something. i'm trying to stay as oblivious as i can. all i know is that there are zillions of catholic teenagers roaming around town, searching for the pope in some kind of demented scavenger hunt. or not. like i said, oblivious.
this morning they were marching by my house,...
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this morning they were marching by my house,...
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jeeff:
would that be dreamcatcher interactive?
jorganic:
yikes,
children marching together chanting anything sorta freaks me out, in the same way I'm scared of clowns.
that's great that you are getting into firespinning. I'm still learning, but my girlfriend is hardcore into it. Its soooo sexy to watch someone spin fire. I love the sound it makes when you spin fire "WHOOSH-ROAR"
take it easy.
children marching together chanting anything sorta freaks me out, in the same way I'm scared of clowns.
that's great that you are getting into firespinning. I'm still learning, but my girlfriend is hardcore into it. Its soooo sexy to watch someone spin fire. I love the sound it makes when you spin fire "WHOOSH-ROAR"
take it easy.
ok, creative juices are at an all-time low. the well is dry, the bucket is gone and down by the crick there's nothing but cracked dirt and fish flopping around in the grass.
i think i need to draw a series of something. the same thing many times over, a little different each time. what do you think? what should i draw? give me a...
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i think i need to draw a series of something. the same thing many times over, a little different each time. what do you think? what should i draw? give me a...
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olivia:
i know! what about a lobster in a urinal?
oh wait....
oh wait....
apathy_activist:
hey, man. i'm from london, too. luckily whenever i see someone who i may have knew in high school, they don't recognize me. i seem to have a life in this city that ended in 1993 and a life that started in 1993. never the two shall meet.
i love toronto, but i'm stuck here at the lush campus of our university. at least i get to corrupt the squeeky-clean daddy's girls who want to get dangerous.
(not really, but a man has to have a plan, no?)
i love toronto, but i'm stuck here at the lush campus of our university. at least i get to corrupt the squeeky-clean daddy's girls who want to get dangerous.
(not really, but a man has to have a plan, no?)
what the fuck is going on in my brain? i met a friend's friend on saturday night. she's a go-go dancer at the docks & promotes other events around town. wild! a little wilder than me, but that's not necessarily bad. we clicked in a way i haven't experienced in a long time. it felt amazing.
she came home with me on saturday. and sunday....
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she came home with me on saturday. and sunday....
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olivia:
what is steamrolling?
but that is only a guess. by the way, very hot on the post pix..hahahahah, that was the best way to help take the tension off for me. i was really nervous about posting there and that shit made me laff
thanks jeff..