jeeff

what the fuck is going on in my brain? i met a friend's friend on saturday night. she's a go-go dancer at the docks & promotes other events around town. wild! a little wilder than me, but that's not necessarily bad. we clicked in a way i haven't experienced in a long time. it felt amazing.

she came home with me on saturday. and sunday. slept in my bed. little clothing. a bit of rolling around. she even steamrolled me.

and i didn't do anything.

so i've been walking around all today slapping myself in the forehead, shouting expletives. FUUCK! *smack* the worst thing is that she probably thinks i'm not attracted to her. agh.

do i need hormone therapy? no, i just need to get some guts. better check ebay.