jdubina

ok, first time i've written on here but i need some place to vent, better here than anywhere else right?

holiday's are coming, i'm so indifferent right now. It'll be cool to see the fam again, my bro is back from cali, first time he'll be around for xmas in like 4 years, maybe 5. But i just dont want to travel. Supposed to go to wilkes-barre tomorrow to see a college friend that just returend from england and i'm excited about that, but i just dont want to drive there.

So I've bought myself more xmas gifts than i have for anyone else, that make me a bad person? I havent bought much of anything for myself in years, but i got money and no one else to spend it on besides taking my friends to dinner since they're poor or saving for weddings and such. That reminds me, why the hell are so many people my age already married or engaged? These cute girls come in to the bank, my age, with their kids, grrr. Depresses the hell out of me, i'm grown up, when did this happen?

My friend Ann visited me at work today. Another one my age thats getting married, wtf. She cheered me up though, I miss working with her. It was funny getting yelled at for having too much fun at work when we were together. The new branch I work at is fun and all, but no more annabelle =(

Ok, i need to get to sleep soon if i'm gonna make the journey tomorrow that i dont want to go on but want to see my friend too badly.

Jay