jdavis0

Hey SG. I'm not gonna lie, I'm drunk and stoned.

Just got back from the G-Love and Special Sauce show up here at Red Butte. Fuckin fantastic show. That guy is one HELL of a musician, and I dig that. Just sucks that I have to go do all these amazing things by myself. I did run into a rad girl I know and her dog, but she had to bone out to go do "work." What's the deal with all these monkeys who work so hard, eh? Doctors or not, life's just too damned short for that shit. Maybe I'll never understand it.

So G-Love played one of Jack Johnson's songs tonight, and it hit me pretty hard. Maybe it was the moonlight, maybe the PBR, but I had one of those moments. The ones where you just kinda trip out, and things in life hit you extra hard. That probably makes no sense, but if it's happened to you, you'll understand. Anyway, it brought me down a bit. Luckily I've got this great, completely inconsequential space here on SG to be completely honest with no one but myself. Que theraputico!

Bottom line is: I hate, hate, HATE bein alone. I know a lot of people say you should be able to be fine by yourself, and I am. Hell, I've been doin it my whole life. But then, that may be the problem entirely. Who knows? What I do know is I'm sick and tired of goin to shows I love on my own cause people are flakey as shit or just aren't into what I am.

So let's go to a show for once, huh? I'm out.