jcup

I got sick. I feel sick of everything when I'm sick. Maybe I do when I'm not sick also, but it is more prodominate when I'm ill. I think everyone's grumpiness has finally got to me also. I have to contemplate whether or not I'm a happy person. And if not, do I make the situation that way. I want to be mean and tell everyone to fuckoff and leave me alone. I dont dislike people, I just think that right now I dont feel as if I'm growing as a person or doing anything positive with my life. I've been getting alot colder than usual to people. I need to get over this mood. I want to erase this now...but fuck it...I'll leave it up for lack of anything else.