I just took some online depression screening tests. They all said that I have severe depression. I was actually suprised by this. I think my bad points are bad temper, pesimistic, and I worrry and overanalyze alot of shit. Then again, I would say Im generally a pretty mellow guy who has a decent sense of humor. Hhm 
I dont know. Im feeling very contemplative today. Im wondering if others think Im a generally depressed and unhappy person. I cant see it from an outsiders point of view or evaluate myself. I think about things though. Like if I died tommorrow how I would feel about my life. I think that I have alot of good and bad. It's just how it is. I just hope I havent been too effected by the bad. That would be a shame. I want to have a life that I feel pretty good about. Maybe I'll get on some meds. Who knows...might help. Whatever, Im done. Till next time... 
I dont know. Im feeling very contemplative today. Im wondering if others think Im a generally depressed and unhappy person. I cant see it from an outsiders point of view or evaluate myself. I think about things though. Like if I died tommorrow how I would feel about my life. I think that I have alot of good and bad. It's just how it is. I just hope I havent been too effected by the bad. That would be a shame. I want to have a life that I feel pretty good about. Maybe I'll get on some meds. Who knows...might help. Whatever, Im done. Till next time...
I know I don't talk to you everyday or anything and I know that shit kinda always has you down and stuff but I don't think you're at the point where you need meds and it's not something that you want to get into if you don't need them. Once people start on them they usually end up depending on them for the rest of their life. And most don't see anything wrong with that but there is SO much wrong with it. With something like depression...I really feel like once you've been there it always lives inside you in some way shape or form and I know better than anyone that it can come back to haunt you time and time again. However, I also know that you have it in you to heal yourself if you've given the right tools.
Even if you are thinking of meds, don't just see your family doctor if you have one where you are....go to an actually psychologist and I would defidently try to get through things by yourself first before you jump into meds.