jcup

So... update. I quit smoking Thursday...smoked a couple cigarettes sunday night when I went out...but had yet to be put to the test. I hadnt smoked since sunday night and today tuesday I come in to work a 10 hr shift, get yelled at by some top notch general manager who doesnt know how shit works, then given the responsibility to take over for my boss. So I take the schedule and give the security people their duties and post. Im left in the dark about door times and other times till the last minutes, 4 people cant come in to work because they're out of state, and 2 people that I made come in were super sick. This was the first time I have ever done this. No one does my boss's job but my boss usually. So, I was fucking overwhelmed...especially with all of this pressure. Anyways. Alot of shit happened. I worked through it with the help of my security crew, didnt smoke all night, and got alot of compliments about how I did a great job especially under so many fucked up circumstances. And how I deserve credit for taking up the slack and doing this shit cuz they would have been fucked if I hadnt. So tommorrow I do the same thing, and I hope more people show up and can work. I admire my boss and I know I could never do his job nearly as well...especially for how much he makes. So, I hope this pushes me into bartending and gets me the chance to make better money. I sure as hell dont want my boss's job. He can keep it. I hope all of you had a great christmas and I hope your new years rocks. I'll be working, so yeah, party it up for me.