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I just got off work. I seriously love the people I work with. They're all really great people. Everyone watches your back and helps you do what you have to get done. It's funny because we all act like a big family/friends. We all love hanging out with each other after work, and no matter what we have to go through we all try to keep a good spirit and never take shit out on each other. Tonight I was hanging out with the new bartenders after work. They both talked about how it's amazing how great it is to work with the people there. That it's like no other place. In some way or another we are all a huge group of friends. It kinda reminds me of Alaska and my friends there. On that note, one of my best freinds told me today that he is buying another building...a 12 plex and that he's not going to ever have to work for anyone ever again. He's 24 years old and has worked his ass off and made the right decisions in life. I am very proud of him. I feel bad though cuz part of his success reminds me of what I should have done in life and made me anylize my life and what Im REALLY doing with it. Though I love my job, it's not secure and doesnt give us a better life. I allways thought of my friend and me as equals, but I see that he made wiser decisions in life and worked harder at the right time in his life so that he can enjoy the rest now. Im not jealous or envious in a spitefull way. It just makes me think that I shouldve and couldve done more. I work my ass off now, and Im trying hard now, but it feels like its too late and I missed my oportunity. I want to take this though and try to make it into motivation. I see how I have allways had great ideas and everyone says that I have a tremendous amount of potential to be great...but I have yet to put the two together. I work at shit, and slack on my dreams. I should work on both. And just make it fucking happen.So, this week I wish for motivation and inspiration for greatness. Till then...