jcup

I was woken up, and now I am tired as fuck and in a bad mood because I havent slept. Im feeling shitty cuz Im tired of working and not having shit to show for it. I want to have fun. I want to sleep. I want to not have to be responsible for a little bit. I want to do something that makes me happy. All work and no play and sleep makes Jacob a very aggrevated boy. It's mostly my fault though. I try to be responsible and not do anything for myself because I dont want to be selfish or greedy. So I end up trying to meet everyone else's needs without anyone taking care of mine. Then I end up in a bad mood like now wanting my own space and to just be away from everyone so that I can focus on myself for a minute. Everyone has needs. Whether they choose to aknowledge them or not. If others expect their needs to bet met then I should as well. So enough bitching from me. Im gonna try to change my mood today. Venting is allways good though.