So the decision got made. The welding job had to be turned down. This means that I need to find a bartending job ASAP. So either I have to go back to my work and beg and plead, or I have to try to find something in this dry for work town. And somewhere between that time I need to see if I can get into a school and get funding in time. Then I still need to cross my fingers for court in a week, rent, and to hope I can keep my job because of old legal stuff. You see, I need a security license to keep working at my work, but I have a warrant in Alaska because I didnt finish taking care of stuff, basicly because I cant afford it. And with this new court shit that I cant afford either and hoping I dont do jail time over, I doubt they'll give me my security license. To top it off it's $110 to apply and if they reject you they just keep the money. Man, fuck this state. I want to write a good journal. A positive journal. It's just fucking impossible to do for the next month or so. Portland has been fucking horribly evil to us. Fuck this town. 
justmee:
You should move to a small town... and I'll gaurantee that you'll begin to LOVE Portland again. Sorry for all your shit that's been going on though. 