In the next month Dawn and I have alot of important decisions to make. This month is gonna be hectic as fuck. It would be nice to have directions on what decisions you're suppose to make in life. It's like every decision we have to make right now is 50/50 chances of being good or absolutely horrible. We have a ton of obsticles in our way as well. It's kinda like a horror film scenerio "There's a monster out there and your arm is stuck under fallen debree. You can hear your friends calling for you. So do you wait for your friends to help you, though the monster might come first and fuck you up, or do you cut off your arm, though the monster may fuck you up anyways, or your friends could have helped you out in time but now your armless because you didnt wait a few minutes.What do you do?" We're trying to ride out smooth with just a few minor scrapes and cuts, arm intact, and a crazy story to tell the grandchildren.
I think I've come to the conclusion that Portland is becoming hell. Not just for usbut for most people. After this year, we might get the fuck out of here. Im starting to hate this place. If it was the same Portland it was 5 years ago I would love it. But this place is the most miserably broke city I've ever lived in. I still love Seattle, and I hear the economy is growing alot. So maybe we will check it out. At least it's not far away, so we could go to job interviews all though it would take 5 hours of driving or taking the bus. Hell, I might be able to transfer jobs at my work. They have 3 bars in the downtown Seattle area. Ah, dreams are great. Well I've written another crazy long entry and must go outside and try to enjoy the weather and relieve stress. Of course I'll be daydreaming about going to school and a dream job in Seattle. Till next time.
I think I've come to the conclusion that Portland is becoming hell. Not just for usbut for most people. After this year, we might get the fuck out of here. Im starting to hate this place. If it was the same Portland it was 5 years ago I would love it. But this place is the most miserably broke city I've ever lived in. I still love Seattle, and I hear the economy is growing alot. So maybe we will check it out. At least it's not far away, so we could go to job interviews all though it would take 5 hours of driving or taking the bus. Hell, I might be able to transfer jobs at my work. They have 3 bars in the downtown Seattle area. Ah, dreams are great. Well I've written another crazy long entry and must go outside and try to enjoy the weather and relieve stress. Of course I'll be daydreaming about going to school and a dream job in Seattle. Till next time.
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Team America was excellent, you should go. It's really funny without being especially partisan... it's interesting in that they're not really picking sides in the whole Iraq debate, they're instead saying that neither side got it right.
It's becoming painfully clear that leaving Fredericton is no longer an issue of "if" but just one of "when" and "where". There are no jobs here that aren't telemarketing. Beyond that, even if I took one of those shitty jobs, it would also be a shitty dead-end job because the head offices of all the companies here are elsewhere. Right now I'm thinking either Vancouver or Tokyo and within the next 12 months. Basically if I have any chance of paying back my $50k+ of student debt, I have to go somewhere else.