jcup

Im super tired and in dire need of sleep. So I just got off the phone with the welding company that has been taking their sweet time hiring me. I go in for orientation friday morning, and I start monday morning. Today I took all of these physical tests and examinations and it sucked. I was too tired from working late last night, and they have me doing all of this shit that is just stupid. I had to take the bus super far to get there and back. I better get use to it though. Im gonna be taking the bus every morning to work from now on. I hope I get alot of experience and learn alot of skills from this job. Right now it would just be nice to have money for a change. I dont think Im gonna like this job, but I think it will help alot financially and to give me a skill that I want. I wish Dawn and I could take a vacation for a little bit before all of this starts. I allready feel like I never get to see her, but with me working 5 days a week or more at each job, and Dawn going to school 40 hrs a week, I really wont ever get to see her. That sucks. The thing is, I cant cut down the hours at the new job, and I like my current job now and dont want to ditch on that. So, unless my current one starts paying alot more, or the new job ends up being a job I love then it looks like Im gonna be working all the time. I thought Id be happier about getting this job, but that's not the case. I just want normal hours doing one job I like and still be able to pay the bills. Yeah, if I dont like doing this new job in a few months, I think Im gonna quit and go to school. Damn this is a long drawn out journal entry. Im too tired. Well off to work I go. Later kids.