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Went out for a second last night. Ran into one of my old best friends. He was lookin ragged as fuck. He was hustlin on some shady street and had us wait for him on a different corner and then I think ditched us. It's sad to see him in the condition he's in. Besides that strange occurance, I had a dream that I had a different life and that I dreamed this one up. Like I woke up in a dream and that was my real life. I had a different girlfriend, friends, lived elsewhere and did other stuff. It was an upsetting dream because I was wanting to have this life that I really have, and didnt want it to be a dream. Well I think all of this has made one point very strong... My life is not that bad. We may have horrible luck and run into hard times, but other than our finances, life is not bad. I still feel stressed and have alot of anxiety, but I can appreciate what I do have. Yeah.