jcup

I was looking in the paper for studio apts downtown. And after looking I realized that I could pay less for a studio downtown Portland. And the studio would most likely be nicer. It made me wonder what the fuck im doing. Im getting far too comfortable here. I dont even like living here. So basicly Ive settled for less. Thats no good. I found a princess of a girl here,,, and basicly that is the only thing Im really stoked about. I wish I could bring her to Portland. I know I dont belong here. And I only love it here during the summer. Its not worth living in a frozen hell 9 months of the year for 3 months of good living. Does that mean I should settle for %25 of good life? Fuck no! Well back to my original goals. Thank god for the wake up call.