jcup

I just got done talking to an old friend online. Talking to her made me realize how much time has gone by and how so much has changed for everyone. Everyone has grown up and gone their own ways. I think that we all look back on those days and miss them, yet we are glad to be where we are and never would go back. The thing is, I miss having a big circle of friends. Its not that I want to still drink like a fish, do tons of drugs, and have the wild life I use to have. I just want to go skating, have barbq's, go to shows, and have fun times and laugh with my friends like we use to. I miss the jokes and the fun adventures. I want them all here with me. I miss all of them alot. I havent met friends like that here yet, that I bond with, have deep talks and trust, yet have the greatest fun times. I want that bond. I think that's the only thing that isnt better or can be replaced about Alaska. My friends. Dawn and I both agree that if our friends and family were here, this place would feel like home. Even better than home. So here's to my people. I miss you all.