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I now have cable modem. It makes the internet so much more fullfilling. Half of the reason I like the internet is for music and videos which is basicly frustrating and impossible. Now Im just downloading as much music as I can. Music plays a big role for me, and it makes me feel so much better to have it back. Well enough about that.

So my girl and myself attended the SG Burlesque show. I met Nala and saw others that looked familiar. It was a pretty cool show. Definitely fun. The bands were good. The crowd didnt show alot of enthusiasm for them though. I guess they just wanted see the show.
This weekend we hopefully go to Seattle. I only want to go if I get a job this week. Otherwise it's not affordable. And on that note it seems so hard to find a descent job that gives you 40 hours a week in portland. I have an interview wednesday and Im setting up more and applying at as many places as possible. Im just really over the whole job and money concern. I'd like to focus on something else for a while. There's other things i life I'd rather put my effort, thought, and time in to. Im seriously tired of worrying and being upset about the same fucking thing. I want to start writing in this journal about new and fun things that I'm doing. I havent been in such a boring holding pattern in my whole life. Me and my girl talked about this the other day and decided to put a stop to this and start doing new things, and make ourselves happy. People arent made to live like this, and Im not going to.