So I've noticed (after reading and being inspired by Katie's journal) that my journal doesn't really reflect my thought, mannerisms, or give any real indication of who I am. The truth is that what's in my real journal is in no way similar to this one. I compare this journal to public speaking or light conversation with people you dont know. Alot of what I say comes out very different and wrong than the intention behind it. Im very aware and cautious of others. So, due to this thought Im gonna make a concious desision to make my journal, profile, etc... on this site reflect me more. I mean, fuck...I pay for it...so why not? And since SG has been losing its luster with me I should give it a try to get back into it.
So... on that note... today I went to an interview at a guys house who runs a crew for home improvement and construction. The guy said to me "why did you take your earings out?" Which was obvious because my ears are at 7/16 which leave a hole big enough to be noticeable. He told me that he doesnt give a fuck about how many piercings, tattoos, or what hairstyle I may have... as long as Im dependable, friendly, and work well. That was so fucking comforting. Him being younger and down to earth was a big plus as well. I haven't wanted a job this bad for a long time. This is the perfect job for me. He said that he's gonna call me back soon. I'm gonna be really dissapointed if this doesnt work out. In all honesty I need this job badly.
I think it's so funny how many thoughts, ideas, and different solutions and problems run through one's head in one day. Today my reoccurring thoughts, besides the job, is taking a tour of schools real soon, how I need to fuck more or Im gonna loose my desire and skill with age, how close I am to the body type I want and what I should change about my workout and diet to get there soon, and how I need to go to court and start community service so I can get a license by summer. Of course I had alot more thoughts, but those were the most prodominant. So I'll leave whomever has read this far with a few questions:
1)What one thing would you change about your body if you could?
(mine: teeth)
2)What would you say is the best thing you can do?
(mine: fuck)
3)What would be your dream job?
(mine: world traveler/ writer for a travel magazine)
So... on that note... today I went to an interview at a guys house who runs a crew for home improvement and construction. The guy said to me "why did you take your earings out?" Which was obvious because my ears are at 7/16 which leave a hole big enough to be noticeable. He told me that he doesnt give a fuck about how many piercings, tattoos, or what hairstyle I may have... as long as Im dependable, friendly, and work well. That was so fucking comforting. Him being younger and down to earth was a big plus as well. I haven't wanted a job this bad for a long time. This is the perfect job for me. He said that he's gonna call me back soon. I'm gonna be really dissapointed if this doesnt work out. In all honesty I need this job badly.
I think it's so funny how many thoughts, ideas, and different solutions and problems run through one's head in one day. Today my reoccurring thoughts, besides the job, is taking a tour of schools real soon, how I need to fuck more or Im gonna loose my desire and skill with age, how close I am to the body type I want and what I should change about my workout and diet to get there soon, and how I need to go to court and start community service so I can get a license by summer. Of course I had alot more thoughts, but those were the most prodominant. So I'll leave whomever has read this far with a few questions:
1)What one thing would you change about your body if you could?
(mine: teeth)
2)What would you say is the best thing you can do?
(mine: fuck)
3)What would be your dream job?
(mine: world traveler/ writer for a travel magazine)
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
1. I would make it so I could eat anything and not gain weight.
2. Hmm, I don't know... um, listen.
3. To get paid to do what I love, ride mx.