jcup

Part of me wants to move to Seattle and is over trying to make it in Portland. Part of me wants to stay here and finish what I started and hope for the best. All of me wants to not be getting evicted and living on the streets. The problem is that I feel like me and Seattle have business. I have left Seattle twice because of freakishly bad circumstances. Now I live in Portland and feel that this town has taken the role of my evil nemesis and Seattle wants to welcome me with open arms. I love Seattle. I like Portland. I believe that there's a reason that everyone has moved out of Portland. Every one that use to tell me that I should move here has moved out. Shit, even Suicide Girls moved out. Smart idea ( I now know). So, I dont know what to do, but I might not be on the site for a long time. Im gonna bust ass to make things happen though. I just might have to go through ruff times for a while to get there. For the time being Im gonna pray for a job and try my hardest to get one. Till then...