jcup

Where are drugs when you need them? Anxiety attacks are on the menu for the week. And to that I say "no fucking thank you" then "oxy and xanax please". Basicly I'm just in a situation that needs to change soon, and there's not really anything I can do to change it. Lack of control sucks. So, till then I'm hoping for the best, and working out to keep my mind straight. My girl and myself figure that since we cant change or make progress with our financial situation and job situation, then working out is the one thing we can be productive and use as an outlet. Skateboarding use to do the same thing for me, but weather can control that situation as well. Our situation reminds me of a shirt my brother use to wear all the time that read "Less is more, stay pure, stay poor." Im not so sure about that, we'll see. Till then...