jcup

Off the patch now. My temper has been fucking horrible since. My sleep is suffering as well. So I'm this grumpy, baggy eyed, short fused asshole with healthy lungs. woo ... woo. When I was at the end of my rope and fed up (about to flip out and unleash hell) I'd smoke a cigarette. It took me out of the situation, slowed my breathing, and kept my mouth shut. Now I have to find something else. I'd love to have a great set of headphones with a chill cd and a bottle of xanax. I seriously think that I need xanax. I should try to get a prescription when I get some loot.
Well other than my temper, Im trying to find a career to go to school for. I want to get an associates first, so I wont have alot of time to choose. I might go back for a bachelors if needed, but I want to start making more money as soon as possible. Having $ will make a big difference in my temper. Well this is too long as usual ...so. Till then...