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Day 3 on the non-smoking. Im bein a trooper. It doesnt help my temper at all, but I'd rather find a new way to control my temper than having a habit that isnt fun and will leave me stinky and dead of lung cancer. I want a cool habit. Drinking and drugs are old now and have lost their luster. Besides, I dont want a habit that I regret or end up broke because of. Maybe I should focus on having a sex habit. Redirect all of my excess anxiety and habit forming to bondage and sextools. That's healthy and fun. Great sex is better than cigarrettes, alcohol, or drugs. I want some spurs and laso rope. A good whip might be nice as well. My girl wouldnt be sad at all about it... so that's good.
I have yet to really see this town, and I need to start getting to it. I at least should check out all the record stores and skateshops. That way, when I have money I'll know where to go. I have to wait on the restaraunts and clubs, but that wont be too terriblely long. The funny thing is I think everyday about going to Seattle. I miss that place. I havent liked as much since I lived there. It seems to be going down hill, but I still feel at home there. Well this journal entry needs to end before it's a novel. Till then...